Nefelibata

I know that I exist but why I even care You seem to be here but I can’t see your hair I just want to lay down here, alone by myself ‘Cause there is nothing out there, just my consciousness Just my consciousness, anything could be out there Alone by myself, I just want to get away Oh, I can see your hair, you don’t seem to be here But why I even care, I know that I exist And here I am Standing in a field of billion exploding stars Billion exploding stars that I am Also made of I know that I live and you live too In my head all these pictures are more real than life out there Today I will wear your suit and your black necktie To know how it is to live in my world To know how it is to live in my world Today I will wear your dress and your lipstick I know that I live and you live too But I’m not really sure if you exist And here I am Standing in a field of billion exploding stars Billion exploding stars that I am Also made of Sometimes I lose control so I died a long time ago I am the nefelibata I am the nefelibata

March 31, 2016